you know what, i think i'm now officially bonkers. bad things never stop coming right at me. baru je nak bertatih, bangun semula, kena lagi ujian bertubi tubi. depression masih tak hilang. i seriously need some serious medical intervention wight now i dont think i can go on another day waking every morning feeling like death. ujian Tuhan maha kuat. ujian prang lain aku da x nampak. nampak ujian aku je. merungut je kerja. teruk kan? yes, aku bukan budak baik, jahat, that's more like me. i cant focus in class, and tomorrow i've got this belardi calculation test. things couldnt go any worse at this rate could it? i guess not. GOD, please help me. and yes, i think of you every day and i know you dont feel the same about me that's what i hate so much about this feeling that i can't rip out of my heart. it's like it's stuck there for life. eff it. i don't want love, not right now.
pray for me. please.
ps- should i see a psychiatrist for my depression? i seriously need some antidepressants. fast.
About Me
- darkheart
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- my penname is darkheart but that has nothing to do with the shade of my heart. :)
