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Friday, August 26, 2011 by darkheart
no this is not about a music making machine. haha. gah, thumbing through my previous posts really brings up acid up my esophagus. yuck! come one dhamirah, dont be such a loser who whines at every affliction thrown at you. toughen up for Goodness sake!
dah, xmo cakap sedih2 lagi dah. sadness, be gone!

ok as an oversea student (gila perasan hidung kembang kuncup x hengat dunia minah ni!), moh ambe nk share sikit experience, emotional turmoil, homesickness and segala jadah yang kami budak2 obersea rasa setiap kali hari raya menjelma. sobs.

1. ramai antara kami yang mintak mak / ayah/ tok wan/ tok nye/ segala jenis tok lagi untuk poslajukan kuih raya and baju raya. but but but, feeling siooot bila bukak parcel. jatuh berguguran air mata doooow! mana taknye, bukak2 je parcel, bau rumah. oh. sayu di hati. tu belum makan lagi. bila tgk baju raya pulak, selepas eksaited maited menerai baju tersebut, mula ah rasa nostalgik x bole bla. teringat zaman duk kat rumah dolu dolu. sobs lagi di situ.



2. perihal duit raya. xyah buang air liur citer ah. daripada form 5 lagi sedara2 da stop bg duit raya. siot betul. cet! paling banyak pun aku bole kumpol 50 hingget je, tu pun mak bagi. ni da duk obersea, lagi la. xdok lansung! hampehs!


3. rumah terbuka. memang banyak kat sini but but but, feeling nye lain. kat malaysia or to be more specific, kelate, meriah giler x bole blaaaaaaa ah. masakan2 pun sodap ajo. but kat sini, a bit suram bcos : aku homesick daaa. hahaha.


4. kadang kadang kalau tak bernasib baik kami ade lecture/ tutorial/ test on hari raya. malang x malang. dugaaaaaaan. org putih mana taw pape pasal hari raya, tau nak rosakkan anak dara org je. oops! kalau ade lecture, kompem beyond a shadow of doubt aku akan skip, but but but kalau ade test, tute, meratap la jawabmyo joyah oiih! nasib badan.


5. mercun. sorry to say lah, mercun x bole main ye kat aussie nih. kalau nk kena jel haa silakanlah. dahla ade lecture, pastu kna jel lagi. ingat ni kl gangster ke hape?


6. mak ayah adik abang kakak kawan kawan xdek. oh betapa sedihnya hati di situ. sobs. x dapat cium tangan mak ayah, bergurau  senda ngn adik beradik, tambah lagi dengan gelora batin yang homesick. ooh~ bila bukak facebook, ternampak gambar yang abang2 post, aku jadik sedih secara otomatik. mana x nye, diorg happy mappy di kelate, here i am....sobs.



7. ade lagi ke ah? ntah. perut aku da kruk kruk da nih. kurang asam pnye perot, potong stim betul la mak jemah nak berblogging. hish. tampo kang!



8. baju raya tahun ni x buat pun. ok random. bai bai!




ps- selamat mengakhiri ramadhan and happy eid! maap zahir dan batin!.
    - teringat arwah nenek. i miss you mok. :(


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