salam.
i just wanted to get past my own emotional and mental problems that are crippling me everytime they pop into my mind and stop brooding over the problem that i have with people around me. you suck, by the way people but, on a lighter note, i have alhamdulillah found a way to dissipate all this bad energy just by reading an astonishing book (dont be sad by 'aaidh bin abdullah al-Qarni) and watching a two hour marathon of masterchef US. the key to absolving myself from my worries and frivolous thoughts is by keeping myself busy with other things. i cant leave any room for myself to drift into oblivion and start reliving all that's happened to me. the past wont see light ever again and that's that.
"repel the evil with one which is better (i.e ALLAH ordered the faithful believers to be patient at the time of anger and to excuse those who treat them badly) then verily,! He, between whom and you there was enmity,( will become) as though he was a close friend"
(QURAN 41: 34)
bipolar or not, so long as i keep my faith strong in ALLAH and all His bounties, i can try and keep my moodswings at bay. insyaALLAH.
anyway, enough with all this petty drama. it's insignificant anyway.
what i really wanted to say in this entry was how much i loved watching masterchef us season 1, which is currently being aired on starworld, every saturday.
the part that i enjoy watching the most is the expressions that the judges on the show put on whenever they're deliberating about a dish prepared right after tasting a small bit of it. its hilarious rather than nerve-wrecking, atleast it is for me.
if you're a big fan of this show, you must have noticed that there are two judges that stand out the most, they're gordon ramsay and that bald italian guy, joe cinicini-something-i-cant-recall. haha.
gordon is okay but joe, he's really something.
for one, he's the most unpredictable judge among the three. after tasting a contestant's dish, he'd give them this psychotic look that just sends shivers down their already-shivering spine. hahaha. it's funny watching these contestants break down before joe. he doesnt please easy. which is why i like him the most.
*joe, right in the middle. he rarely (close to never!) smiles on the show, but he looks cute in here doesnt he?*
the contestant that i rooted for was whitney and surprisingly ,she emerged as the winner of the first masterchef despite the fact that during the audition, gordon ramsay literally rejected her because ACCORDING TO HIM , she was too young to become a masterchef. and she had successfully proved otherwise. what an inspiration. (just dont emulate her because she's a non believer but let her attitude and determination be a lesson to us all)
*whitney. adorable as ever. love you!*
another reason for my liking this show is most probably because it doesnt inv0lve skeleton-looking models in bikinis and a bunch of guys and a girl kissing each other, finding their soulmate,that doesnt exist.cheap.
i am sorry if this is a downright stale topic to blog about but it's my blog. thanks for reading :)
ps- if joe was my husband (and he was muslim of course) i'd be head over heels in love with him! lol. the perfect kind of guy for me, hands down.
